Summer ending
Hiking beginning
Oppressive heat
Air damp
Monsoon season
Saying farewell
Tight lungs
Deep breath
Rhythmic pace
Crunching footsteps
Brown sand
Tan gravel
Black rocks
Red boulders
Small, large
Sharp, smooth
Balance, stumble
Balance again
Noisy nature
Clicking crickets
Snaps, skitters
Secretive lizards
Squawks, screeches
Twittering birds
Hissing shrub
Startled hiker
Balance, stumble
Balance again
Silvers, greens
Rough bark
Smooth stems
Swollen succulents
Isolated flowers
Ripe cacti
Soft appearance
Sharp reality
Balance, stumble
Balance again
Intense sun
Gentle sky
Whispering breeze
Promised relief
Seasons intertwined
Nature's dance
Full circle
Momentary pause
Balance, stumble
Balance again
Heated skin
Sweaty overlay
Deep breaths
Lungs expanding
Easier now
Lazy muscles
Reawakening strength
Rediscovering soreness
Balance, stumble
Balance again
Silent mind
No thinking
Awareness, presence
Only being
Watching watcher
Quietly watching
Invading thoughts
Reactive emotions
Balance, stumble
Balance again
Tomorrow's expectations
Fear, anticipation
Yesterday's recollections
Sadness, longing
Watcher witnesses
Presence returns
Thoughts flee
Peace emerges
Balance, stumble
Balance again
First thoughts and micro-memoirs about overcoming disappointment, special needs/medically complex, grief, wrestling with God, hope, grace, letting go of expectations, surrender, and salvation. A choosing life story.
Wednesday, September 14, 2016
Balance, Stumble, Balance Again
Friday, September 9, 2016
Maybe Tomorrow
Maybe tomorrow I won't sob at the memory of loneliness.
Maybe tomorrow I won't relive like it was yesterday feeling left out through my kid's eyes.
Maybe tomorrow I'll talk to him about the gift of sympathy he's been given by being the one not invited.
Maybe tomorrow.
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